2024-12-31

I wish I had a good plan for the next year, or even a real focus. But I've gotten stuck in a loop of waking up, taking care of my kid, and slowly falling behind in tidying the house and planning meals. It's always been a struggle to do the last two, honestly.

I guess if I were to have a single goal for the new year, it'd be to set up a system for logging my meals and tracking nutrition, and for generating meal plans. I should probably pause on everything else until I get that done, but I've had this goal since 2012 at least. I've never really made it a singular focus, so maybe doing that will make a difference. I guess if I'm going to make it a focus, I should add the stipulation that if I can't get this done by 2026, I should just strike it from my list of projects once and for all. I've arrived at the final 20% that takes 80%, it feels like. I'm at point near the end of this project where I tend to stall out on projects.

It's frustrating. I spend a lot of time on these things and then I never finish them or release anything usable for some reason. Starts to feel like I've got nothing to show for all the work I've put in. I know it's probably not true, but it sure feels that way sometimes.